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Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the Earth, it seems I do more harm than good. I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this.
&& tonight will go on forever
while we walk around this town
like we own the streets
& stay awake through summer
like we own the heat
she doesn't know whats right &
she doesn't know whats wrong she
only knows the pain that comes
from waiting for him so long &
she doesn't count the teardrops
that she's cried while he's away
cause she knows deep down in her
heart he'll be back again someday
back to the good ol' days, when there was popcorn for 25 cents, people kissing throughout a whole movie, girls in pigtails and skirts, boys being too shy to say hello..
i want to tell you how i feel
this love for you, is so surreal
i would tell you now if i could
if she wasnt there, then i would.
not miserable but im not happy. im not strong but im not weak. im not rude but im not polite. im not popular but i dont care. im not sexy but im not horrid.im not dumb but im no genius.i am girly but im also tough. im not you but I AM ME. except it.
only the truth came out when i said i loved you, only lies were heard when you said it back
She spends ½ her day
doing her make up and hair
that perfect , pretty , way
for a guy who will never care
she pulled the trigger & her
mask fell to the floor with a
shatter as everyone watched. | | |
| OMG!
im so sorry!
i havent posted in over a month!
gaaah,
im lame.
i will post soon!
i promise | | |
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she sits and cries
painful tears fill her eyes
silent screams and cries of pain
arms
full of cuts and scars of shame
alone in this world a blade as a friend
to
stop her pain to make it all end
she lies in her regret spills of blood drop
this
is her way to make it all stop
HE: Do you mind if I sit down?
SHE: Do you
mind if i say no?
HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE: Actually
I'd rather have the money.
HE: I'm a photographer. I've been lookin for a face like yours.
SHE: I'm a
plastic surgeon. I've been lookin for a face like yours.
HE: Hi. Didnt we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE: Must've
been once. I never make the same mistake twice.
HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry.
I'm having a headache this weekend.
HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are
you leaving?
HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE: Nothing.
I can't talk and laugh at the same time.
HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why?
Don't you already have one?
HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding
from you.
I am a poet writing of my pain.
I am a person living a life of shame.
I am you daughter
hiding her depression
I am your sister making a good impression.
I am your friend
acting like I'm fine
I am a wisher wishing this life
weren't mine.
I am a
girl who thinks of suicide
I am a teenager
pushing her tears
aside.
I am a student
who doesn't have a clue
I am the girl sitting
next to you.
I am the one asking you to care
I am your best friend
hoping you'll be there
every
girl needs a best
friend to help her laugh
when she thinks she`ll
-n e v e r- smile a g a i n
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let me break your <3
then ii`ll ask you
why we can't be friends.
let me rip yOur world into
little pieces && destroy
who you thought you were
then ii`ll ask you why we
((c.a.n.t. b.e. f.r.i.e.n.d.s.))
the sweetest sound of all
is that of your own name
spoken by the only boy
you care about........ <3
*It's so hard to find a guy, a guy that knows how you feel, even when you havent told him anything. It's so hard to find a guy, a guy that treats you the way you've always wanted to be treated:::even though he doesn't know your last name yet. && it's so hard to keep some guy, 'some guy' that isn't interested anymore in what you have to give him. So once you find him, he's so easy to spot out, in a crowd of a million. But unfortunately that's it, hes just one in a million*{[
all a girl really wants is somebody who will
sit with her under the stars and not want any
thing more than to look into her eyes and say..
you're the o n e i've been waiting for
"If you want to know the moment
I knew that I was still alone
I found I'd never learned your number
I only stored it in my phone
You'd think by now
I'd know the shape of calling home"
- - j0HN MAYER x33
Alot of laughs, alot of tears
Spillin` dreams with the fears
Talkin` 24 hours on the phone
Each other's houses are 2nd homes
Something so precious it could [never] break or bend
That's why I call you my .b.e.s.t. friends
"And I know you heard me strumming all those sad
and simple chords, as I sat inside my room so long ago"
- bRiiGHT 3Y3`SZ !! x0
on the coldest January nights we drive out past the runway and watch the plans go by. the runway lights are the deepest blue like the colors of your eyes. so close them tight and kiss me one last time.
we could be PERFECT one last night,
and DIE like star-crossed LOVERS when we fight.
and we can SETTLE this affair.
if you would shed your yellow and TAKE MY HAND.
and then we'll solve this mystery of laceration gravity.
this riddle of REVENGE please understand it HAD TO BE THIS WAY <3
i have a favor to ask..i just hope its not too much
after all you said you'd always be there for me
so here it goes. dont like her, dont like her
dont pick her. dont be with her. anyone but her
and if i could possible fit one more thing in there
if its okay..maybe you could fall for me?
there`s no point in trying to talk to you
i`ve tried to have a conversation with you
but all that comes out. is the empty feeling
in my stomach & it makes me realize that
you will never feel the same way about me
as I do about you
but when i say lets keep in touch, i really mean that
i wish you’d grow up. this is the first song for your
mix tape it`s short .. just like your temper but somewhat
golden like the afternoons we used to spend together
before you got " too cool " | | |
| There are just a couple of things that I thought I should tell you. I learned these while I was the object of your guy's affection. First of all, don't be frightened if he smothers much more love on you than you had expected. Don't be surprised if he treats you much better than any other guy you have ever met. And let it not scare you that he will actually listen carefully to every word you say, even when you're just speaking quietly. Also, you should know that he remembers everything you will say. He's hurt easily, especially by the painful words a careless girl will say. If you do hurt him, then you'll have to pay the price of seeing the broken look in his passionate and deep brown eyes, and watch the light in them fade. But if this happens, all is not lost- a kiss and an "I love you" can heal anything. And please, don’t say I love you to him, unless you really mean it, nothing hurts him more then someone who really doesn’t care. Sometimes, he won't tell you what he is feeling, but... just know that he is protecting you and if you ever feel that something isn't right, just look into his beautiful brown eyes and you will be able to see into him. You can see everything he is feeling, everything he is thinking, everything that isn't right with him... He won't ever try to hurt you, because he just isn't that way, so please don't hurt him because if you do, I don't think I could ever forgive you. I don't think there could ever be a worse feeling in the world than knowing that you have the boy that I love and knowing that you hurt him. You should know that if you two ever get into a fight, just make sure you pick only the ones worth fighting for... He will always keep his temper and will never curse at you or call you names, despite the anger he may be feeling. Though he may act mature, most of the time, once he's given you his heart, he will begin to open up to you and his silliness will make your heart smile, in a way that words can not explain. Don't hold a tight grip on him, let him go and be part of the world and experience new things. You will find that he is a busy guy and that he is so very independent. Sometimes, he will need his space, but don't worry... He'll always make time for you and even when you're not around, you'll be in his thoughts. You will find that he isn't like any other guy that you have met, so please don't take him for granite. When it comes to his money, don't take advantage of that, He will be so unselfish with it, because that is the way he is. Remember, He likes blue better than green, blonds better than brunettes, Republicans better than Democrats, Soft pretzels win over Steak, Kacki over denim, Leather over cloth, and even though he won't admit it, he really does like to be surprised. He is less tough than he may appear, you just have to take the time and let him bring down his guard... He is so sweet and so amazing and know that if you ever leave him, you will break his heart apart, the same way that my heart breaks apart, as I sit here writing this to you. Don't ever try to pull him away from his dreams. He is going to be an extremely successful attorney and won't ever let you give up on your dreams, either. He will encourage you to become everything you can be and will never, ever let you down. He likes it when you kiss his ear and nothing is better than hugging each other. Just watch how your hand will fit perfectly into his and when it does, it seems as if nothing in the world could hurt you, because he is there. And when he puts his arms around you and tells you that you are the girl he loves, you will know, there isn't any guy in the world better than him... Don't ever let him go. You will regret doing so, for the rest of time... I promise, you will.
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